Ok, in the library, borrowing internets.

So, I think I may have annoyed William the other day. Feel kind of bad. I complain too much, I've decided, and I'm going to make my best effort to not do that. It's just a goddamn job. What people say to me does not matter, and it should have little effect on my life. Also, I think maybe I call too much. Though, I only do because I have nothing to do here (especially without internet) and I happen to like talking to him, but maybe everyday is too much. I mean, I don't think so, but I'm crazy so... yeah.

Was going to go to Albany Tuesday of next week and leave Thursday morning since MB's not off work, but... I don't want to impose, and I think there's a slight chance he's getting sick of me lately. I would to, I mean, if I had to listen to me bitch all the time. No more bitching. I will bitch at blogger or something. I mean, I really want to see him, but I can wait until the 14th. *sigh/groan* I wish I could just read his goddamn mind sometimes.

So maybe I'll go home anyway, and play with the dogs while MB's at work or something. I mean, I went to work while she was here so...

I hate that no one is in Kirksville!!

Mom and Kelly were here for like... 2 seconds. They got here at 2am last night and then left at 1:30 this afternoon. I was just kind of like "..."

I'm kind of irritated with myself. *sigh*

Sorry I don't post very often.

On the brighter side of things, classes are completely over with until the next semester starts. I have enough money to live on and save up. And... for a little while longer I still get to enjoy living alone, which I've decided I really like. It was awful at first because I got scared...a lot. Now that I've gotten over that (for the most part) I feel so much more independent. Plus, I like having a lot of me-time. My only complaint is that without internet... I get pretty bored of myself. lol.

I will be chipper... this is a demand I am putting on myself right now.
Yesterday was pathetic. I mean, it was a really bad day, but I shouldn't have called William crying about it when he's in the middle of enjoying his day.

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Blah.

I'm out of things to say, I think. Guess I'll head home.