...and there will always be chocolate milk in my fridge.

I've been super ridiculous hormonal today, and I hate myself a little for it, whilest also realizing that it's not something I could've helped.

My period decided to be a little bitch and visit me a week early...much to my surprise. So, of course, everything upset me today, and I tried to hide it. I took a nap during the Mage game (like V:tM but you're magic, and still alive...and you don't drink blood...and you're not inherently damned.) I felt bad since I was hosting, but it was better that than killing someone, so... I feel like I may have done the world a favor.

Anyway, I was really sad that I didn't get to spend a whole lot of time with William one-on-one, which, looking back now doesn't really bother me. I had a blast, but when we finished the game much later than expected I was near tears because I knew he would basically have to pack and leave.

I think what the real problem was, though, was that I didn't get any me-time this weekend, which is pretty essential when I'm in a hormonal hurricane, because I have to cry in order to feel better, but I don't want to cry while there are two boys in my house. lol. Too much "What wrong!?"

Is it normal to be super upset like that? I'm thinking it probably is. Hormones build up and the only way to release them is through tears, so I took a good cry after William left and now I feel much better, except that I'm a little bummed I was so short with everyone today. What can you do though? right?

School really needs to start up. I kind of wish I wasn't getting roommates though. I really like the freedom I've got right now. No offense to them. I'm just worried how different it's going to be (and how much quieter William and I will have to be. lol.)

I could definitely wake up next to him every morning. I was kind of sad that he had to sleep on the floor in the other room this weekend, but I didn't want Jason to feel awkward.