This blog lacks something... lame poetry! Like the old days!

Biggest up, followed by the biggest down.
If only it'd been, the other way around.

Oh Fate! Why must thou tease me ever so?
I want what I wish, and not what I know.

So tell me, quick. Shall I quit while ahead?
Or wait and find where my heart has been led?

I will never understand why every six months or so, Zack Gotsch contacts me in some way (facebook, text message, even a random phone call once) to ask how my life is going....

I'm fine. Life is fine. Why the fuck are you talking to me?

What a skeez. ... I don't know what that means, but that's the word I thought of.

please make this break up stop hurting. all i want is him back which is so pathetic, and all i can think about is him with that other girl.

god. i know im not the only person to go through this...but still. i just want to curl up somewhere and cry until i die.

I think it sounds much more awesome than watching children.

Also, Kanye West is fucking stupid.

If the president of the united states calls you an Jackass... you really need to rethink your life.

I'm also really frustrated that a friend of mine said that people only hate Kanye West because he is black. And maybe some crazy racists do hate him for that reason, but there are a hundred completely legitimate reasons to dislike him.

At this point, the only reason someone could like him is because he is black.

OMG WHAT THE FUCK KANYE WEST?!
I just took all his cds out of my car/rotation. Fuck you, dissing Taylor Swift like that. Asshole!
Okay.

SO! I am dead set on this London thing, but fuck that whole watching little kids things. I'll go back to that if this falls through, but, erm...I applied to several college of nursing over in London. (!!!) I know, right?! I'm like, bleeping excited about that.

Tell me what you think!

-embee

I've got a lot of friends who are stars...

...but some are just black holes...

So, I've been practicing the hair up do I'm doing tomorrow or Alex's wedding which turned out to be A LOT more complicated than I originally thought, and I almost gave up on it a few times (a lot), but it's finally done and I'm glad I didn't because it looks really awesome for something that starts off in a pony tail. Hurray for long hair! It took me, like, two hours though, so I'm gonna have to get up at like seven to have this ready. Gay.
Dennis is coming to pick me up at ten forty five, so I think I'll get up at eight. The hair is the hard part, and I shower fast. I'm really looking forward to seeing Alex get married. Yay!
And everyone complimenting my awesome hair. They better.

Nick and I got sushi tonight. That was nice. I sent my application in to live in London, so I'm waiting to hear back from them on that. Should be fun. Wonder if I'll get to wear my hair in awesome ways there, too. I'm sure I will.
I find myself fantasizing about this trip a lot.
Nothing else interesting. Saw 9, it was good.

-mb

You never texted me back. I thought you died. :( I'm sorry you feel "argh"-y.

It's because boys are shallow.

uuuuuuuuuuuugggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh breaking up is the worst I hate it someone please kill me now.

p.s.
why do boys think that if they tell you youre pretty you should automatically be happier.
fuck.

I'm super excited to see Marybeth this weekend!!

Told William he should come get drunk with us and he wanted to know if there would be a threesome involved... "..." lol. Pretty sure he's joking...

Anyway. Working on getting the single fellas together.

Please...please tell me this isn't the start of round two.