mmm fast food

It's been so long, it's like an orgasm in my mouth.

Cindy, Justin is really cute. I went through his piknik pictures and he is also very funny. Too bad he doesn't go to Truman and that he dated Leah.

Anyway I feel your pain with work. I close tonight, open tomorrow, open AND close Sunday, close Monday, and then a sweet day off on Tuesday. I love Tuesdays. I almost always have them off. Thursdays are the same. Love days where I don't have know the difference between seven different types of paper.
Also me and Tish talked last night! We haven't talked in a long time, and it was nice to hear her voice. She's like, the opposite of me. She will say whatever about whatever, and when I told her what had been going on recently and her response was priceless. I was crying tears of laughter. She wants to bring everyone over and hold them down. Tish really likes Nick, too, and has no respect for liars and two faces. Except Nick's Halloween costume which was pretty epic.
But I digress, I always seem to forget the good people in my life, instead trying to make the shitty ones like me. I think this is something, as humans, we all tend to do in our quest to make everyone love us, even if we do not feel the same.
But it feels good to know that I do have people around who do love me and that I am not alone, or worthless, or whatever else. Who would not repeatedly stab me in the back, or make promises they never intended to keep.
I think I thought I could have worked things out with G, until I found out about his backstabbery.
Theres a quote that says, "When people show you who they are, believe them."
It bothers me that that night we talked he said all that stuff that was lies, because he thought it was what I wanted to hear. But I'm going to try to stop worrying about it. He told me he was hallucinating, but when I try and help him he wants me to let it go. It was hard, at first, but he has friends, let them sort it out. He's probably drinking again. I can't fix him. He'll learn, when he loses it for real or when his liver is failing in sixty years.

So, the day I leave, the weather is party cloudy! Yay, no rain! I absolutely loathe driving in the rain. So I'm excited for that.
Time to do my hair.
Have fun with William, let me know if you guys play hide n seek!

*embee