Do you ever feel retarded?

Well I do most of the time.

I feel really stupid for being upset the other night. I talked to Clayton of all people and he was basically like, "gtfover yourself." ok, not really, not really at all. He was really sympathetic, but he also told me some things William has said to him about me and what-not, and it made me realize that I was making something out of nothing. Maybe I just needed a reason to be upset, I don't know.

Anyway, I thought you still talked to Courtney? And I can take a weekend off and come down for your bday :D but I'm not 21 so...