It's not faith if you use your eyes...

Mmm...So we have a new RP, which means I have something to obsess about in my spare time. I'll enjoy that at work. I enjoy very few things at my job anymore, having been there eleven months. I wonder how many hours I've logged talking to people about pen refills and post it notes. Probably more than I ever dreamed possible, but then again, I will never understand why someone will pay forty dollars for a ball point pen, and four dollar to buy the refill when you can buy a bag of bic pens that has ten in there for like, two fifty. The pen makes the man I guess.
Sunday was a sucky day as far as the hair comments go. I hadn't washed it, so it looked darker, and everyone and their mother had something to say about it. Saturday was like that too. I want to smack people with a fucking note pad. It's fucking hair, not gold.
Sunday night was pretty enjoyable as far as nights doing basically nothing go. I'm still surprised that people like hearing me talk so much. Not that I'm complaining. I'm just saying.
Oh fuck, I'm not really saying anything.

So, things get more interesting, and more depressing in intervals. Nick and Tori (Trailer Trash Tori and Garrett and I like to call her) have been getting cozy. He says that him saying he'll meet her and call her ("what time after ten is good for you?") is no big deal. So we'll see. I mean literally. He told me he loved her when he was a kid, and trust me, feelings like that don't go away. I'll be sad to see him go, if he does. I'll be really sad to see the apartment go. I love living on my own, I don't want to move back in with my mom...she always says she won't hassle me, and there will be no curfew...but I know better...
So, in other news, red Hawaiian shirts are basically my new favorite thing. I hate that I have 40 hours this week, or I would go out and fetch one. It would have to be a really good one, that could take a couple of hours looking for...this makes no sense to anyone but me.
HAHA!
okay.

no more of this.

i've gone for too long living like i'm not alive...so i'm gonna start over tonight, beginning with you and i..

-embee