"i pretty much hate the fact that the majority of people i have come across feel sorry for themselves about little things. I think i would love to meet more people that are positive and know that the past can't stop them, the present can't beat them, and the future can be defeated. Desire, dignity, and determination are all very important qualities because without them, you can't acheive. I always remember, if you say can't, well then youre right. "

I've been thinking about that paragraph above me a bit, and thinking that, if the people I knew who did constantly feel sorry for themselves would start thinking that there is nothing in life that could keep them down, I would probably like them better.
Not that my opinion of them matters any, but it gets old having to always reassure people that they're wonderful and fantastic and yes you like them, and no it's not the end of the world.
I think thats why Cindy and I get along so well. If I am having a tiny pity party, she pretty much bitch slaps me out of it. I like to think I do the same. But who knows (I do.).

So, single. Yes. This feels...well, okay, it feels just like everything else minus the fact that my sex life is now nonexistent . That's okay though. Been asked out a few times, all have been awkward...I kind of wish Justin was serious about the whole, we would date if only he weren't so funny, because some chick he liked forever ago and asked out told him he was too funny, and couldn't date someone so funny. Um...I'm sorry, what? Anyway, this has become a running joke between us, that we could date it if only he weren't so funny. Anyway, it's totally no big deal, but still, I think one date with him would make my life complete. He's sarcastic like I am, we can go back and forth all day, and I laugh so hard.
But anyway, in all seriousness, I'll probably just end up marrying Nick. Or some drifter.
Korey at work has become really persistent...which is...which is really almost creepy. He sent me a text message last night at one in the morning asking if I was still awake, which I ignored. And two days ago was trying to get me to hang out with him after work...to which I also ignored. I don't know how he isn't noticing this. He has three children! And a live in girlfriend! Confessed to Nick that I was getting the creep out vibe from him, but of course Nick's first plan of action is to have a chat with the dude. I like that Nick is so ready to stand up for me...but dislike the idea of having to find a new job should Nick beat his ass.
This is Nicks solution to everything. There are a few people on the list, and his favorite, I can't even argue with.

I'm looking up pet insurance. Jasper has been to the hospital three times in the last three weeks, has another visit with the vet in a week to have his staple removed (he was attacked by another dog), then two weeks after that for his second round of shots, and then he gets neutered, and then another round of shots after that. It's all become very expensive. Today's vet bill was 117 dollars, thankfully Nick paid him, and when his face began swelling up yesterday (so sad, but so cute),taking him to back to the animal hospital was free (yay!). But his first emergency bill was 84 bucks, and the second was 270...so...to insure Colbie and Japser is 48.84 a month, and they would reimburse us for his neutering and vaccinations and other things like that.
I'm going to run it by Nick, I think he'll agree with me.
Or I'll just buy it and not tell him. Either way.

-embee out