So... is Jonathan or new-guy your date for v-day.

I suck at school... and I think William's mom is catching on to that. I over heard part of a conversation...

I need to get my ass motivated, but... bleh.

Bar-tending this summer in the STL, which means, of course, that I will be living there. Maybe take statistics at Jeffco. Who knows...

Need to pull my gpa up if I want to go to grad school... >.> ugh, but I don't... but I have to...fml.

My life is going nowhere, and I'm scared to death that William's going to realize that and head for the hills (the kitchens on fire!)

Maybe that would be best though? Not emotionally, but logically... idk... he'd certainly be better without me, and I'd be almost nothing without him.

It's pretty pathetic.