Jonathan was brutally dumped via text message. It was better that way, trust me, he argued with me too much when I tried to do it in person. He pretty much called me a whore today, so I don't feel even slightly bad about doing it. Not that I would have anyway...he wasn't really my type.
Now I'm seeing this dude named Kevin, whom I'm not too crazy about, he threw me onto his bed and began kissing me. I know I said it bothered me that Jonathan was so timid he never touched me, but manhandling me was not exactly what I had in mind.
I dunno, Christy and I were talking about this, all these dudes must have had shitty girlfriends before us, and now they're so fucked up its too late to try and change them, and seriously, who wants to do that anyway? I would rather he just be normal, a dude who is capable of understanding you don't need to rush into a relationship or sex, who has goals and is going somewhere with his life, can give me space, and is moderately attractive. Apparently these guys do not exists. Or if they do, they are not calling me. Kevin called me four times yesterday! I mean...c'mon!
Plus I'm kinda seeing Andrew Lowry...again...and this med student named James (super hot!), and did I mention I'm half in love with my best dude friend?
So maybe I am the messed up one, and by the way, if you're wondering if juggling all those dudes is hard, the answer is no. Technology these days makes everything really easy, and I like having options, and the ability to play the field. Someday, sure, I'll settle down. But I'm on 21. Who wants that now...besides you? (no offense, to each her own)

Other than all these men who constantly tell me I'm gorgeous (which I love, not gonna lie), life is pretty normal...minus the assault, but I'm kind of pretending like that didn't happen. My grades rock, I've got a job as a cocktail waitress (you should see the outfit, it's ridiculous), and I spend most of my time with my friends. Or with this stupid ass dog Jonathan got me that I don't know what to do with. No one wants her.

Alright I'm done here.
See you.
-mbizzle