It's like some huge brick of sad hit me in the face tonight. I have no idea why I really feel the way I do, but it makes me want to curl up in a ball on my lofted bed and not come down for month. Hopefully this wont get worse and I will go to class tomorrow. The last thing I need is to take another "I'm too upset to function" day. I have a test at 9:30... fuck me.

I really want to fall in love so bad. I just want to lie in bed in someone's arms and feel safe again. That's what I need right now, tonight. Someone to tell me that it's going to be alright, even if it's not.