DONT SAY I DIDNT WARN YOU!
...just trying to be a good best friend and save you ten bucks.

Soo...Nick bailed on me tonight for a potluck (a party, don't let his jargon fool you) at a friends house. He says he'll make it up to me, but his wiener is not a good enough "make up", even though I know that's what he has in mind.
Dennis called me (his real name is Todd. Weird) tonight at seven asking me why I left him three urgent voice mails and I asked where he was, he said his apt, and then I promptly got on 70 and drove down to UMSL (he lives right next to campus) and we went to Seckman and Mastadon. I've been too afraid to go back to these places, but he bought me ice cream and that made me less nervous. When I stepped onto the elem playground I thought I would be sick for a second, but he said the funniest thing I had ever heard. He was pretending to be retarded when he said this, "I'm going to go to the movies, take out my junk and someone is going to get pregnant!"
I laughed so hard ice cream came out of my nose, no joke. He was talking about how if he went back to high school he'd use that line on girls and he would be a better hit with the ladies.
We went to the soccer field and he spun me around until I fell back with my usual grace and landed hard on my back and he landed about twenty feet away laughing.
It was nice. We talked about everything, and it felt good to be there with a good memory, although we probably won't go back, it's so damn far!

I have monday and tuesday off from work, i'm v. excited. so excited ive stopped using punctuation. hmmm.
popsicles are the best. ive been running so hard at the gym lately my legs are very angry with me. they should be in better shape, though they look awesome. stress is doing my body good.
see, i get stressed and then go to the gym for several hours until im so tired i promptly sleep for nine hours, and wake up happy and refreshed, ready to do it all over again.
i think i must be insane to pick this major. at least ill always have a job.
still, something easier...like fucking bum...that would have been good. maybe i could move in with my mom and mooch off all my friends.
sorry. that was a bit bitter. you know. im still better than them.

are you going to anyone's b-day part, cindy? I doubt I can, I can't really afford it, and plus I'll have to see Finan and what not, and I'm sure none of us can be civil. I know I can't. Why should I suck up to them? Exactly.
I am going to Shannon's though.
I am like the only person who doesn't need a national holiday made out of their b-day. Wonder what that's about. Must be my ego, it's not quite as large as eight busses.
Oops. I'm being mean again.
Okay, book time

Nick is reading a book. Can you believe it? Me either? I keep joking that I didn't know he could read.


-mb