the boy asked me out again.
this time i said yes.

i wonder what he would have done if i had said no again. like, im sure he felt pretty confident about the whole thing, we just finished playing left for dead 2, i was curled up on his bed next to him, head on his chest, messing with his hair, if i said no that would have made me some sort of huge bitch.
but it would have been kind of funny.

his mom keeps telling me im pretty. i dont know how to respond to this. "thanks?" "so are you?" "i have gential warts?" i dunnnooo. mostly i fumble around a lot and sound like im really nervous all the time. which i am. kinda.
i dunno.

everything about this boy is great, and if you dont think so im going to kick you in the face. nick treated me like crap on a stick. he has a new girlfriend now, and his status are really gay. i always thought he liked the wiener, now i know it. i cant wait for this new girl to realize what a huge loser phony he is, but i dont think ill get to see it. oh well. anyway, if you dont think jonathan is the bees knees im going to kick you in the spleen. he wants to meet everyone since ive met all his friends, but i keep putting it off. you get to meet him first. hes nice.

i like dating someone who thinks they are lucky to be with me. thats why i liked being with garrett so much at first. i dont want to date another boy who thinks i should feel lucky to be with him. lame.

my car is fine, the accidents dont seem to have phased it. i hope. tomorrow is a long ass drive, so if my car dies i guess i'll know. lame, people hitting me in snow. awesome, telling my boss to fuck himself and quitting.

that song by orianthi is awesome.
yup.


i like how life seems to be working out for me.

<3

mb