hands, like secrets, are the hardest things to keep from you

things are gonna change for the better now...


I feel like last night party was a success. It's been forever since I've been able to just let go and be completely myself. It felt so good to be able to include Mike in that too. Everyone was texting me all day today telling me how great they thought he was, and as far as he said, he really liked everyone as well. I wish I hadn't thrown up so much, but it was nice when we both passed out in my tiny ass bed, and I woke up and he had his arms completely wrapped around me and his lips were in my hair, and he was sleeping. My favorite thing in the mornings when I stay over with him is when I open my eyes and hes looking at me. I'm pretty sure I woke him up though, it took me forever to actually get him to get back up, I forget, once you get Mike into bed it's almost impossible to get him out unless an alarm is going off.
I'm sad school is starting Tuesday, I wish I could keep enjoying myself during break for as long as humanely possible. I know I need to complete my degree, but it's not as much funnnn. Ugh.

Tuesday is 6 years. It's funny....one defining moment.

-mb