omfg I am so tired, but I'm playing a game with someone on gamecrush, and since he's paying me to sit here and look exhausted, I feel bad logging out. It's 3:32 though. He's in Australia, but I like him because he hasn't asked me to get naked yet. Honestly, I do not fit in here, all these dudes want is a strip show on camera. Haven't they realized there is porn all over the internet? I think he's pretty young, and he's a nice kid, so if he wants to play 800 games of battleship, whatever.
It makes me think, though, stripping on-line probably pays better than every job I've applied to recently. I even cracked and did one for wal mart, kill me.
I need funds so bad I'd do just about anything. Not street walking, but I'm getting close.
I wish you were down here for the 4th, I really want to shoot off some fireworks. Why is it that no one wants to do this? Is it an age thing, do we grow out of it?
Ryan Simpson just facebook pinged me. Omfg. I don't even know what to say, he sent a ;) and everything. Okay, all it says is, "go to bed ;)" but sttiiiiiiiill. It's been a million years. I sent back, "you go to bed." Queen of witty responses, oh well. He looks exactly the same as he did junior year, only now he's got one of those pencil mustaches, and I'm not gonna lie, it makes me think he kidnaps children on the weekends and explores their "chamber of secrets". I'm not going to tell him that though. I wonder if Death Cab is still his favorite band. It's bad, but going through his pictures, all I can think of is man, my boyfriend could kick his ass.
I need therapy.
No, I need SLEEP. The kid is jabbering on about respect. Just ask to see my boobs so I can log out and go to bed without feeling guilty.
Fuck. Now there's another one poking around. My picture is not that attractive, and most certainly not provocative.
Ryan Simpson pinged, "we should catch up sometime keep me in mind." and logged out. oooh mysterious.
It was kind of mysterious. Fuck. Now I'm interested, like, who is this boy who walked out of my life and now wants to wander back in. We should catch up. That would be a lot of fun or at least give me something to blog about after it happens.
I wonder what Brian would think? Oh, who am I kidding? If Brian doesn't care about people expressing their undying love for me because, and I quote, "They fucked up," he's not going to care about this.
Little Australian kid wants to play tic tac toe. Go to sleeeeeep little one.
Peace out ho

-mb